Thanks for all the bad things

這一陣子因為工作的關係，
整個人情緒低落到一個不行，
我了解都是我做得不夠好不夠細心、想得不夠多，
才讓這麼多人，特別是主管和企劃，為我擔心受罪，
而曾一度萌生離意，極度想放棄，
但我知道最終不會這麼做。

我知道可以找同事抒發情緒，但還是壓了下來，
我對小星星說，我覺得那對我沒有幫助，
但後來想了想，應該換種說法：
只是不想讓自己的情緒再一次沉溺其中，
想早點走出來，
讓自己找到繼續下去的目標和動力，
就像昨天在電視上聽到楊采妮說的，
朋友可以在身邊協助，
但只有自己可以幫自己走出這一步，自己要幫自己。

每當我遇到打擊挫折的時候，
總是愛聽Muse的invisible，
我總愛用它的歌詞來砥礪自己，
我知道，遇到這些挫折，是我的幸運，
因為有機會可以知道自己的不足而改進，
也可以藉此了解自己真正想要的是什麼，
哪些人事物是自己真正想要付出和了解的，
也可以更明白的劃清自己的階段性任務完成日。

加油！加油！

以下是invisible的歌詞：
Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be all right
Cause there's no one like you
In the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
Makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
and whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible